HELP ME I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE?

just be confident in yourself and be yourself. when you go out, plan to just have a good time, maybe meet some people, but don't have it in your head that you have to meet a girl. the right one will come, but don't stress about it. don't try too hard to be someone you're not. that will just push girls away. just enjoy life and be happy with yourself. have a good time and be more laid back about things and you may be surprised what might happen for you!